:: Saturday, September 27, 2003 ::
current mood >>
:: Saturday, September 27, 2003 ::
|at home|
|still sick.... worsening by the minute!| |hungry but no appetite| .... and i thought i would be able to accomplish something "academically" but i've been a useless, lazy, sickling person all day long! i personally think that this whole webpage thingy is eating me up! i mean, i do nothing when im here at home but edit and edit my site! i think im not only sick physically but mentally too..... shessh! obsessive compulsive disorder is the perfect diagnosis! but maybe this is just something for the time being, one of these days i might get sick and tired of editing my site anyways.. let's see.... what have i finished studying today..... 1st page of Congenital Heart Diseases! gheez! 1st page of the 1st topic and i've got 7 more topics to go! tsk! sometimes i amaze myself, im such a moron! my cough is killing me! i mean, if i were to get a fever on top of all, i would definitely think that im infected with SARS (but thank God i dont!) i think i better get going with my notes....
..... he finally phoned me! apparently he didnt have any batteries left in his cellhphone!
..... i love him soOo much..... *sigh*  now i can sleep well...
|at home|
|sick...  |
.... no call from mon yet.... i wonder where he is?? i hope he's ok. i feel too sick to even type something here.... my colds, cough, my sore throat, my cracking voice....... i'll live for sure but i'll be weak and lifeless in the next coming days...... i had to work tonight, it was my last shift ever at harvey's.. it was alright... the night went by pretty fast and smoothly *just like what i always hope for* my pathology exam is up next week... i havent started studying, well sort of... i started reading about Myocardial Infarction and Congestive Heart Failure... i still need to do more readings on other topics: Increased Intracranial Pressure, Congenital Heart Diseases, Hematological Disorders, Infectious Diseases in children and Respiratory Diseases... .... i just hope i get to read everything before the big day.. oh yeah, i finally got my new Dell PC  last.... uhmm? when was it? im trying to remember........ ? ? ? ahah! i got my PC last Tuesday! I was so happy! I still need to do some follow up with my printer, coz it didnt come with the package, although i know it should have coz that's what it stated in my printed internet reciept...
this sunday, we're getting cable + internet connections done in Woodbridge! i cant wait! ^_^ i was so shocked to find out last night that Lani *the bitch* has moved out of the store! All was left in her store were the freezers and computers, and everything else was gone! mon and i didnt have any idea about what's happening..... and even mon's mom! oh well, i hate to admit it but, im glad she's gone..... anyways... :: agenda for this coming week :: sunday : cable + internet connections between 8-11am, groceries, laundry, church, clean the house, study (maybe?) monday : no school,*study day!* tuesday : clinical, work in the hospital wednesday : clinical, work in the hospital, complete BCFs, *study* thursday : BIG DAY *Pathology Exam* friday: start on community project ? saturday : (empty) he hasnt phoned me yet...... 'gotta hit the bed.... :: Sunday, September 21, 2003 ::
|at home|
|craving for a Big Harv| what a crazy night at work! my last saturday at work and it turned out a night mare! so many customers' complaints, so many weirdos, and worst thing was - i was the only manager the entire night on both Harvey's and Swiss Chalet! at the end of the night, i had to phone everyone that i know who could shut down the central computer..... it was just the perfect saturday that i've dreamed of!! i finally got this whole FTP and file transfer going between my own site and blogger! atleast there's something to be happy about despite my horrible night at work... i finally got my OSAP on Wednesday! yipee! i will try to spend the money wisely.... i've got to! im still debating whether to buy the Whaley and Wong Pediatric textbook or just photo copy notes from my classmates.... tsk! that damn book is just too expensive......... :: Saturday, September 20, 2003 ::
|at home - aurora|
|feeling lazy to go to work....| i dont feel like going to work today..... :: Wednesday, September 17, 2003 ::
|at the hospital|
|very sleepy| *sigh* no excitement today here in the hospital.. it's boring... i have nothing to do..... :: Monday, September 15, 2003 ::
|computer center at school|
and it turned out our teacher wasnt gonna show up at all... or maybe she did but my entire group decided to leave at 12 since we've been waiting there for a long time already!! i was so mad, what a waste of TIME (my very very precious time!) and money! i've decided to go to school instead and do my Chest Tube computer test, just to make me feel better and not sulking about the wasted time and money.... im glad i passed this test on my first try!! yipee! i learned today that next week is supposedly the last week for my clinical group to have Assessment Days on Mondays... which means:: starting the week after, we dont need to go to the hospital on mondays and instead come a little earlier like what we used to on Tuesdays to get our patient assignments and do our research on the spot! i kinda like it and i kinda dont.. i like it because ofcourse! i get 3 day offs - Saturdays, Sundays and Mondays! I dont like it because i have to do my research on my patients on the spot! thats....... thats....... challenging, and scary! I've moved some of my stuffs to Bathurst and Wilson last night.. but im thinking....... uhmmm? since i'll be getting 2 clinical days starting in two weeks, maybe im gonna be ok in Woodbridge..? i mean, i think, i guess? our previous tenants from bathurst and wilson had moved out already last night too... im so mad at them plus Lani (the bitch tenant below the apartment), i cant stand them, i despise them! we were so nice and good to them, no doubt about that, but what did they pay us back?! tsk! his face - Boy (our ex-tenant) is still stuck in my mind, his all-so-sorry face that he showed us last night when he gave back his apartment keys to us! tsk! i guess this has been a nature of mine ---> i bearly get mad like this to someone (and the last that i did was the "incident with my grades" back highschool)... i am really nice, but once someone drives me to THAT point where i know "that's it! that's the last straw!", nothing that you do will ever change my feeling towards you...... tsk! that felt good... lettin' it all out....
|at the hospital|
|sleepy| damn! our teacher is late! i've been here in the hospital since 9:30am... what a waste of time! :: Sunday, September 14, 2003 ::
|at home|
|watching egos and icons feat. christina aguilera and justin timberlake| i think christina aguilera is cool, i mean, compared to britney spears, i'd definitely go for christina.. i like the way she acts like her normal self, not caring about what people would think about her.. i think she's natural.. her voice is just getting better and better everytime she has a new song.... i was sooo exhausted last night from work... i dropped dead asleep the minute i hit the bed last night... it was soo busy at work, i didnt have time to take my break! im trying to locate this book Atlas of Pathophysiology... this is a great book that my teacher showed us and i wanna have a copy.. :: Saturday, September 13, 2003 ::
|at home|
|just had lunch - feeling so fuLL| i just realized yesterday how busy my fridays are.. yesterday, i was in school the whole day then after, i went straight to work.. i got home finally at almost 12am. i saw my dad last night when i came home.. call me "disrespectful" and all but the first thing that came to my mind when i knew that he was still up and that i had no choice but to seem him last night was "shit!".. im so mad at him. i think that he is so selfish and very self-centered.. my mom was forced not to buy the house anymore in Newmarket because of my dad.. he's not gonna help my mom fill up the financial obligations!! isnt that very irresponsible?! aside from that, he's been requesting for so many day offs from work, not trying to earn as much, but still spends money to "beautify" his gaddamn van!! i dont give shit with his money, he doesnt pay for my tuition neither my allowance.. i work for my money and pay my own tuition... im mad because the fact that he and my mom are husband and wife, gaddamit, the least he can do is help my mom financially!! i've lost my respect for him.... if he wants my respect back, i dont care if he tries to be a good dad, but atleast be a good husband to my mom!! two more weeks and im outta harvey's! ^_^ Tony told me that they've made advertisements in newspapers already in order to find my replacement.. tomorrow im moving some of my things to bathurst and wilson.. mon and i agreed that we're gonna stay at bathurst and wilson every monday and tuesday nights (or whenever necessary or whenever i have to work at the hospital the next day) and the rest of the days at Woodbridge, except Fridays and Saturdays when I go back to Aurora.. :: Thursday, September 11, 2003 ::
|school computer center|
|tired and exhausted| |contented| finally! this day is over! i think if there was a limit to how much my brain could hold, i would have exploded already with too much information that i got today... gheez! there were so many topics in class that we covered today, and on top of that, there were stuffs that had to be covered with our self-study package! but im just glad that my attitude towards my studies is gardually changing.. i noticed that i dont sleep and day dream in classes anymore (not yet), and i actually do understand topics that we cover in the class... and also, i am more eager to do things, read things, get high grades and pass this course! sometimes i think that i could actually be a good nurse someday! im full of energy for this! i love the Neurosurgery floor that i work on.. i learned so many stuffs this week alone... actually, i dont think its that bad to do my pre-grad on this floor next sem.. :: Monday, September 08, 2003 ::
|school compuetr center|
|not having a good day so far| I came early to school today hoping that the I could do my computer test on Trachesotomy but unfortunately the room is still closed.. I have to wait till 1030am.. So I ended up here instead.... My phone is cut! apparently Rogers did not get my payment yet despite the fact that i already made one last saturday.. I found out about it this morning (and what a way to start your day - no phone! and now im wondering what more is there to come today!!) this means only one thing - no phone for six days! damn! I have clinical class today at 11am, i hope i get a nice and easy patient fir this week.. and i also hope that i get buddied up with someone not useless! whoa! i just realized im being too picky and stubborn today! maybe im just not having a good day... I hope this doesnt continue till the end of the week.. *sigh* im just not in the mood for anything right now....... :: Thursday, September 04, 2003 ::
|school computer center|
|Let Me the One by Jimmy BOndoc| |having a minor headache| It feels so good when to see your old friends again... I had a couple of breaks in between my classes today. I got to see some old friends of mine who are now in a different section from mine and some are in another semester.. I was suprised to see the dental assistant of my dentist here too who is in the same course as i am but in a different semester, but with my old friends! *sigh* it feels good to have so many friends... I hate our class schedule! Ridiculuos as it might sound but our schedule changes every week! We have 14 different schedules! this is soo confusing! on top of that, we have different teachers in one subject alone, teaching different topics! this is the craziest semester that i have ever been! mon and i had a talk last night.. i was encouraging him to go back to school and take a course that he likes.. i told him that i wanted him to do this because its not only for me, but for himself and for our future family if ever we're gonna have one.. he said he's gonna think about it.. with that, i just shrugged it off my mind and didnt bother making a big deal out of his answer anymore... i mean, im giving him the opportunity and im not gonna force it to him if he isnt really interested.. im just wasting my time if that's the case.. i've got tons of things to read already for school and i havent even started reading any! I really need to buy a laptop for my school projects, and the sooner the better! this weekend, im gonna try to revise my resume and start faxing some resumes for some PSW jobs.. I want to quit Harvey's soon.. :: Tuesday, September 02, 2003 ::
|school computer center|
|Superman by Five for Fighting| |exhausted| Today was officially first day of school... Thank God i didnt have trouble sleeping last night and waking up today at 6am.. I wanst late for hospital orientation either.. it was all good... I met my group at Toronto General Hospital.. We did so many things there that i cant even remember now what the heck they were before we went to Toronto Western - where our clinical hospital is supposed to be... Oh yeah, i remember the very first thing that we did - had mask-fitting (just incase we get another SARS outbreak), which took forever!! yeah forever <--- so many measurements and so many tests before we got our masks!! they had to make sure that it was the right size, that it was like this and like that... ugh! i could go on with this forever! We were at TWH by uhmmm, 1230pm.. I was so shocked to find out what unit we're going to be in - NeuroSurgery Ward - woah! this is gonna be tough!! I need to start reviewing my notes, especially my A&P or else i'll end up lying in NSW myself! I like our teacher this sem, well so far, since she hasnt showed us any signs of abuse and aggression yet... She's funny but i found her quite redundant and quite disorganized.. she was like all over the place and i found it hard to keep track of what she was talking about! She gave us TONS of hand-outs to read, for a head-start.. She said that we wont be having any patient-assignments for this week <--- ahh, i like this, relaxation before the BIG stuffs hit us!! anyways, im quite looking forward for tomorrow's clinical... im excited to wear my scrubs again! (hehehe!) damn that OSAP! i went to school (here) right after we were done in TWH hoping to fix my OSAP... but unfortunately its not in... they asked me to try again by the end of this week or next week! damn! just when i really need the money! anyways, after this im off to St. Michael's Hospital to get my scrubs shoes.. i hope i get the door-combination-lock right.. i have to be home early today coz i have to cook and i have to meet someone at 7pm (people who are interested in renting the apartment at Bathurst and Wilson).. and also to start reading my book!! |
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QUEENZ | 27 | Gemini | resides in Toronto | happily married to MON | a happy mom to LUKE MERVIN and LiANNA MEGAN | employed as an RN but presently on Maternity Leave | unpredictable | spontaneous | simple-living | hopeless-romantic | self-confessed martyr | crazy for sweet stuffs | loves trying different restos in town | amateur web-designer |
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