:: Wednesday, May 26, 2004 ::
reality hits hard
current mood >>
|h0me|
|..hungry...| i, bessie and bernadette decided to meet up today in school to have a group study since our self-motivation to study by ourselves is failing us terribly... we met up at 9am and hit the books right away.. the thought that we only have limited time left hit us all hard yesterday when we finally recieved our RN Board Exam confirmation letter.. Our exam is in exactly 2 weeks time and there's still so much more to review... *sigh* i, for one, must really take things seriously now and concentrate and focus... if only that's easy! tsk! i was told today that i've lost so much weight and that i look so skinny... im pretty sure it's not becoz i dont eat food.. infact, i eat a lot.. it must be the medication given to me a month ago.. *sigh* anyways, tonight's the Grand Finale of the American Idol 3.. who's it gonna be, Fantasia or Dianna? uhmm... although Im not really a big fan of neither them, I think Fantasia's gonna win.. :: Tuesday, May 25, 2004 :: superwoman
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|..bLank...| it's not easy being me... im tired.. *sigh* :: Saturday, May 22, 2004 :: better late then never?
|h0me|
|..achy...| it's pouring and i cant believe how crazy my dad is! He's out in the backyard fixing the garden!! tsk! i was up early today.. I and my sisters and my mom and Tita were out in the mall as soon as my dad was out for work! LOL! my sisters and i were having so much fun at SEARS.. Since we didnt really like most of the stuffs there, we were playing with ourselves, trying on different kinds and styles of hats and caps.. i just realized that most hats and caps look good on me.. my sister said it must be becoz of my dark black hair.. ^_^ anyways, i left the mall earlier than them to meet up with Mon.. Mon and I were supposed to meet up @ 130pm, and I never learned! i should have known better... as usual, he showed up at 2pm.. i was furious, but being the nice and understanding one, it seemed like it never happened after a few sweet talks.. as much as i tried to stay mad at him, i just couldnt help it.. *i still love u honey, mwah!* i've got a soft heart for all i know.. *teehee* i dunno, i mean, i have such a patience, but i just hate people who are always late and people who make me wait all the time.. it drives me nuts! i hate making people wait and that's why i try to be on time most of the time.. and when im late, i really honestly mean my apologies.. i guess i got this attitude from my dad and it's also becoz of the way my dad has brought me up.. i can still remember when i was a kid, my dad asked me to do something and i said "teka lang po".. within split seconds my dad got soOo mad at me and hit my bum with his slippers! maybe my dad was having a bad day then but he made me promise i'd never ever say those words again and to be as prompt as i could be, seriously! but then, even if i didnt have to go through that experience, i guess it goes the same for all that impoliteness is really not very nice.. especially if you're a guy making a girl wait all the time.. right? if you're a guy who's trying to win a woman's heart, tsk! that right there is a minus pogi points... big time baby! big time! alright, enough about this... new pictures are up.. these were taken in Wonderland recently... click on the picture! 
enjoy! :: Thursday, May 20, 2004 :: mood swings
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|..stiffed neck again!...| i usually have good coping skills with my problems, but not during my previous entry.. must be some mood swings... must be my hormones... tsk! sometimes i worry myself a lot.. sometimes i wonder if i might be suffering from some sort of depression.. but i keep reminding myself that i should stop diagnosing myself to keep my sanity!! i think this is a "nursing" disease.. tsk! anyways, i cant wait to get a job.. did i mention that i turned down the job offer at South Lake - CV Surg floor? i must have forgotten to mention it.. anyways, so, yeah, i did turn it down a few days ago.. im still hopeful about the one at St. Michael's, the one that im really crazy about - Neuro and Trauma Unit... i hope to hear from them soon before my patience gives up on me.. and besides, i really need some ca$h! i've got bills to pay, and ofcourse, it's been awhile since i've actually spoiled myself with some shopping.. i need some new clothes, some new pairs of shoes.. speaking of which, everyone's crazy about "pointed" shoes.. i never thought i'd be crazy myself.. whatcha think of this one? 
and this one? 
sexy huh? how about these? 
OoOpss.. got carried away.. LOL! :: Tuesday, May 18, 2004 :: biLLs! and tons more biLLs!
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|..exhausted...| i wish i dont have to dwell in the thought that money brings happiness... im not at all a very money-minded person, i dont need much, i just need enough.. but the problem is, i dont have enough, and im not happy... bills! bills! and more bills! they just keep coming monthly and endlessly! and it's just sad becoz budgeting is where i do the worst in! dont you just feel hopeless when you're broke?? *sigh* :: Saturday, May 15, 2004 :: d@mn computeR
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|..mad!..| our computer is f*cked up, dunno what's wrong with this... it's jammed! it's unusually slow and keeps freezing! oh well, i'll glog tomorrow... :: Friday, May 14, 2004 ::
|aurora|
|..bLoated...| i've been reading some review hand-outs for my RN exam and i've just had it.. i thought i'd have a break for now and blog.. my youngest sister - Jen and I had our annual check up with our family doctor this morning.. it went well.. we got home at 12pm.. and then we left again at almost 2pm.. Jen promised my mom that she would treat her out for lunch today, and lucky me to be here, so i got to go along! We went to Montana's and pigged out on food as usual... by the time we left, i could barely breath since i was really really full!! but it was good.... anyways, my review class is over.. but that doesnt end there.. the fun has just began! the joys of studying by myself! ugh! although more often than not, i would rather study by myself, it's very helpful to study with a group of people becoz u get motivation from them.. and it's hard to get motivation when u're all by urself, and especially here in the house!! damn! i cant wait till i write my exam... after that, NO MORE STUDYING!! well, kinda... *sigh* im getting lazzy.... i think my bed is calling my name.... :: Thursday, May 13, 2004 ::
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|..relieved!..| new layout! i'll blog tomorrow.. :: Tuesday, May 04, 2004 :: GO LEAFS GO!
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|... GO LEAFS GO!....| look! i got a gift from rose 
thanx rose ^_^ my self-studying-motivation failed me and im somewhat beginning to panic about my RN Board Exam which is in one month time now.. so my mom encouraged me last night to go to some review classes instead.. i phoned up the place my mom recommended me to go to this morning, only to find out that the last and only review class before my exam has already started yesterday! the registration was somewhat supposedly over but good thing they were kind enough to accomodate me! i had to rush my ass off inorder to make it for this afternoon's class so as not to miss any more stuffs! too bad i missed yesterday's class - which was on Fluid and Electrolyte Balance.. but it's aight, atleast i dont have to miss anymore... last night i was watching MTV's Newly Weds - Nick and Jessica.. 
im not a big fan of them, but i just enjoy watching it, making fun of Jessica, LOL! it's so much fun watching her cook! LOL! 
anyways, last night Nick was going to surprise Jessica.. He was planning on taking her to a hot air balloon ride on a sunset which was Jessica's biggest dream.. unfortunately, on that afternoon, the hot air balloon was not available but Nick was offered to do it instead early in the morning the next day.. now with that, he had to consult Jessica which only meant he had to spill the surprise... Jessica wa so touched and Nick was kinda upset because it was a surprise and he wanted it to be perfect... so, they went on a boat ride instead in the afternoon to watch the sunset.. what Jessica didnt know was that, there was a surprise dinner awaiting them in their hotel, which was also part of Nick's surprise... When she entered their room, petals of roses were scattered on the floor and the whole room was lit by candles... *awww, so sweet* and so they had a very romantic dinner.. after which, Nick brought Jessica to the bathroon where a tub filled with water and roses awaited them... and early next morning they went on a hot air balloon ride... and the show ended there... wasnt that so romantic and sweet?? 
k, enough about this whole mooshy mushy stuffs... gotta watch American Idol 3.. GO JASMIN TRIAS!  :: Monday, May 03, 2004 ::
|aurora|
|.. confused....| new layout! uhmm... i got bored with the black and white monochromatic look so i changed it to something colorful but still somewhat monochromatic... what u think? i wasnt quite sure what colors to use.. i wanted something bold yet soft in the eyes... and this is what i came up with... i like it, but not totally crazy about it... let me know what u think of it aight? i got a phone call from South Lake - CV Surgery floor.. they're still working on my references and they told me that they're very eager to have me as one of their staffs in the future... no call from St. Mike's yet.. and i left them another message today... as of with South Lake, i've been thinkin a lot about it today... should they hire me, i think im gonna pass.. i dont wanna take the job.. i love CV Surgery floors, but i'll gladly give this chance up for my bf.. and i know there are a lot more opportunities out there.. i just dont wanna tie myself up with this one... :: Sunday, May 02, 2004 ::
|aurora|
|... exhausted...| we just got home... gheez it's freezing out there! we left early this morning to hear the 9am mass in Thornhill.. and then we went grocery shopping next in No Frills in Oakridges.. we thought we were just gonna buy a bag of sliced bread and some fruits, but funny, we came out with an over flowing cart full of some other stuffs! LOL! my mom was shocked when she paid $150 for our groceries! the cashier was laughing at us, LOL! then we went to TOM and JERRY's restaurant in Newmarket for lunch... it's my parent's 23rd wedding annivery and my Tita was in the mood to treat us.. we were starving! i had the regular (10pcs) wing combo with some fries and gralic bread with melted cheese... *yum* i loved the garlic bread and the cheese on it, i could it a couple more! LOL! i enjoyed it... and before we headed home, we dropped by the dollar store for some more stuffs.... tsk! what a day! we must have drained my mom's wallet! but, she's the best mom, i mean, not because she doesnt complain about whatever we buy.. but because she takes care of us very well... that's one thing i admire most about her.. i want to be like her when i have my own family.. hey, mother's day is drawing near... im planning on buying her this from Hallmark... 
Heart of Motherhood Collection what are u planning to give your moms? :: Saturday, May 01, 2004 ::
|aurora|
|... lazy....| damn! i feel so bad, i've been having this stiff neck since i woke up this morning! sheesh! wrong position in the bed! it hurts so bad! anyways, last Thursday (April 29) my tita and her foster parents had 2 extra tickets for the Englebert concert in Casino Rama.. So mon and I went along with them to watch it.. although i knew mostly none of the songs since they were kinda oldies, i enjoyed it.. 
But what i really enjoyed the most was the food!! We had free tickets to dine it at Couchiching Buffet Restaurant.. mhan! i pigged out on the food! I was starving! But then ofcourse, I also had fun playing the slot machines.. and was i lucky that night!! My tita gave me $20 for my first slot machine, and right after i did my first hit on the machine, i won $131.50 already! i cashed it out right away and played more slot machines, LOL! i played, won some and lost some which was definitely not bad at all, considering that i didnt come in with any money in the first place! LOL! I didnt even plan on playing any slot machines that night.. I thought I was just gonna watch the concert and pig out on the food! and speaking of which... i think i've been having this bad obsession about food lately! i've been watching Food TV Canada lately and i cant help but dream of tasting every single dish i see people cooking! oh, and specially if the food has lots of sweetness in it, damn! my mouth just starts to water! look at this: 
doesnt it just look soOo good?! and this too.... 
isnt that mouth watering or what?? gosh! i miss baking cakes... maybe i should bake one to satisfy my cravings... chocolate cake with chocolate syrup coating anyone? |
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QUEENZ | 27 | Gemini | resides in Toronto | happily married to MON | a happy mom to LUKE MERVIN and LiANNA MEGAN | employed as an RN but presently on Maternity Leave | unpredictable | spontaneous | simple-living | hopeless-romantic | self-confessed martyr | crazy for sweet stuffs | loves trying different restos in town | amateur web-designer |
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