:: Thursday, January 26, 2006 ::
The Mechanical Contrivium
current mood >>
i just decided to try this, which i saw from ate thess's site.. ehehehe, interesting..
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Queency!
[ click here for the actual web source ] :: Tuesday, January 24, 2006 :: big change
i've never felt my whole body ache this much since.... *gheez!* i cant even remember the last time...
my whole body aches because i had to sit in class today for, let's see... uhmm, 6 hours! no, my body is not at all used to that... my body is used to moving and running around for 12 hours at the hospital.. and being in class, really, IS a big change.. and i just cant imagine how im gonna get through this whole school thing.. im enjoying it because im really learning a lot (for the first time!) but i dont think my body is enjoying the whole idea of sitting still the whole day... *sigh* i need some tylenol... :: Monday, January 23, 2006 :: it's about time!
first day back to school... it was, uhmm, ok i guess... i didnt realize the 'seriousness' of this course until i was actually in the class with my fellow classmates, who were mostly doing this course to get into Intensive Care Unit.. apparently, whatever im taking now, which is the Acute Care Course, is already half of what is needed to work in Intensive Care Units..
i guess im gonna need to take this course seriously, unlike any other nursing courses that i've had before.. i mean, the hospital has already paid for my tuition, and on top of that, i get paid for every single day that im in school.. *gheez!* this is tough, im left with no option BUT to PASS.. *sigh* ok, 'nough of the blah blahs.. im hitting the bed.. err, i mean my books.. :: Friday, January 20, 2006 :: twenty-four hour shift
i didnt think i could do it, but i did it.. *LOL!* i crashed at the end of it all, but im still alive and kickin'..
i did a 12-hour night shift at the hospital from 7:30pm last night till 7:30am this morning, obviously.. then after, i went straight to work for my part time job today and worked for another, uhmm, 10 hours... i survived! it was fun, and maybe i should do it again, *LOL!* back to work again tomorrow... ^_^ im soo looking forward to my day off on Sunday. :: Tuesday, January 17, 2006 :: an organized procrastinator
my sched is so tight i cant even keep up with it! *mhan!*
this week alone, im working 6 days, a day off on Sunday and i start school next week Monday.. there are other things that i need to attend to this week that i might have to skip *gheez!* im so overwhelmed right now.. i used to be a pretty good procrastinator, but im afraid i've already forgotten how to be one.. i guess when it comes to work-related matters im more organized and prepared coz that what my job calls for.. but with school coming near - *mhan!* i dont even have the books yet, i havent even started reading anything, and i havent started working on the "pre-class" booklet stuff!! but what do you know, it sounded so familiar - hahaha! that was me during my good 'ol days in school.... im just hoping i can keep up with school and work - i mean i have no choice at this point anyways but to live with it coz both are required - money and education.. we'll see what happens... :: Sunday, January 15, 2006 :: day off
i thought everything was going ok today - i mean, my first weekend off for the longest time, what more could beat that huh? the plan was, i was gonna sleep till my eyes hurt and till i couldnt sleep no more.. *yesshh!* that's my ideal day off!
then i got a call from Mon at 3:30pm.. woke me up actually from my deep slumber and told me he had a problem.. my first guess was either he had a flat tire or he ran out of fuel in the middle of nowhere.. then he said he had an accident - he hit his head open while he was playing basketball... great! perfect! 'jumped out of bed right away and from my pj's, i had to dress up and was out driving to the rescue within 15 minutes! and there he was, sitting in the car, his head wrapped up.. i thought i could take care of this.. but when i actually saw this laceration i knew my steri-strips would not be enough.. he had an approx 3 inches cut on his head.. im just thankful that it wasnt deep and it didnt go through his skull.. if i had a suture kit and local anesthesia, i could have done it myself but unfortunately i only had the simple and basic dressing supplies.. so we had to go emerg and had his head stitched.. 10 stitches, more or less were put in just to close up his open skin on his head.. the ER doctor said he didnt need to have his head xray'd since there was no signs of indentations on his skull.. he was just given a tetanus shot and that was it.. we waited in emerg for 2 hours but the actual procedure took only about 20-30 minutes.. Mon didnt wanna go in the first place to the hospital but i and his friends insisted.. and i actually felt a lot better that his head was seen by the doctor because i didnt realize how bad his laceration was until the doctor actually cleaned the area.. it was so bad that you could actually see his skull by just opening the skin slightly.. *tsk!* im just really hoping that he's not gonna end up with any complications later on because of this... *sigh* and i thought i'd never hear anything about hospital or anything work-related things on my day off, but what do you know huh..?! but the most important thing is that Mon's ok now.. his head is intact, and thank God he didnt lose consciousness nor did he vomit or anything like that... and i still have another day off - tomorrow! *yipee!* :: Thursday, January 12, 2006 :: out of the blue..
there's just some things money cant buy...
wala lang, i just wanna say that i love my boyfriend so much.. when i woke up this morning i just couldnt stop hugging and kissing him coz i realized how much i've missed him.. we havent been spending so much time together since we've been working on entirely opposite times... *tsk!* *sigh* even when he drives me insane most of the time, i just love him to death! random
some raging hormones that i had during my last entry huh... glad that i spoke with one of my sisters that night and we both felt the same way.. sadly, i found out from her that from the looks of it, my dad has no intentions of talking to me until God knows when! but that's ok, atleast for now, i guess..
i cant wait for tomorrow and the weekend! im getting tired of working ALL the time! im seriously missing those days when i get to have a week of days off from the hospital and just bum'n around the house.. i cant explain how happy i am that im having a day off tomorrow and this weekend coming up - Yahoooo! oh, i got into trouble with my supervisor at the hospital the other day for callin-in-sick during the xmas holidays (the 26th and 31st).. she told me it didnt look good - but hell! i was sick so what should i do right? im still sick as a matter of fact, but getting better since im already taking anbx.. but all is well at the end.. i guess i should just avoid getting sick again.. im getting tored.. i think it's time to hit the bed.. Zzzzzz..... :: Monday, January 09, 2006 :: dad stuffs
i've been staring at the screen for the longest time, trying to figure out how to begin this entry...
im trying my best to put on a brave face, but inside i know im breaking into several pieces.. i cant understand however what brings this whole thing about - my guilt feelings? love? regrets? or pity? so the last time my dad and i spoke was... uhmm, June? something like that, June 2005.. we literally have not said a word to each other now have we seen each other.. we're both, i guess, trying to avoid each other.. i didnt even greet him on his birthday, didnt say a word at all to him on christmas and new year's day - nothing at all! i got no greetings from him just the same.. that's how cold we have been for the past several months.. a few moments during those months i felt a little guilt and have always wondered if things will still work out again, you know.. maybe not as before.. i felt sorry in a way that everyone has turned against him.. looking back, he never really did any harm to any of us - my sisters and my mom.. maybe he's just been ignorant but his intentions for us had been mostly good.. but we just dont understand how he could be so selfish, rude and bad to other people.. with a few more reasons to add, or maybe more, i dont know.. but as the situation stands now, my parents have officially decided to separate.. nothing like divorce, but just separate.. there's no third party involve, fyi, 100% sure of that.. i heard my dad has already found his new place and he's moving out of our house by the end of January.. my mom is moving out as well and she's decided to stay with my aunt for now.. our house will be put out for sale soon, they've signed the papers already today... i think what bothers me the most at this time is i know my dad has been mainly dependent on my mom for his food, health, etc.. and im just hoping that he could cope well, or atleast my mom would come and visit him every now and then just to check up on him... me checking up on him is a totally different story and i dont think possible any time soon - which i guess kinda makes me feel really sorry... very sorry because it's not fair... i could care so much about my mom, my sisters by checking them every so often but i couldnt do that to my dad because we're not in good terms.. i want to, really, i wanna care for him so much, especially during these times.. but it's so hard to mend things again.. sometimes i wonder if we'll ever talk again, but knowing him, he's stubborn.. maybe he'll just ignore me... and that breaks my heart into several pieces.. *sigh* damn... i wish i could be stronger.. i wish i could just care less so i dont have to go through these.. i wish i could just ignore things.. but i guess not.. not with him coz he'll always be my dad... |
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QUEENZ | 27 | Gemini | resides in Toronto | happily married to MON | a happy mom to LUKE MERVIN and LiANNA MEGAN | employed as an RN but presently on Maternity Leave | unpredictable | spontaneous | simple-living | hopeless-romantic | self-confessed martyr | crazy for sweet stuffs | loves trying different restos in town | amateur web-designer |
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