:: QueenZviLLe ::

current mood >>

:: Saturday, February 25, 2006 ::
studying diLLemas..

i could clean the whole house, or even work a full 12 hours wherever - part time or full time job and i wont complain! i think i'd do just about anything BUT study for my Final Exam... *sigh* i've been trying to avoid studying since monday of this week, and i thought i would atleast start this weekend, but Saturday is almost over and i havent done anything yet... *arghh!* i hate studying for any exams.. *shux!* i love school but this is one of the 'few' things i dont like about it...

and by the way, i have a paper due some time soon and i havent even started on that either... and that too is one of the 'few' things i dont like about school...

*sigh*

OMG! really, i dont have the 'energy' and the 'motivation' to study.. and the worst part of all is my brain is not co-operating.. i wish i could just sleep on the books and absorb everything that i need to know by diffusion and osmosis! i think i would have ALL the energy for that!

RefLected by QueenZ @ 6:14 PM :: ::

:: Sunday, February 19, 2006 ::
thoughts of the day

i tell my friends that forgiveness and healing take time and these are very much individual-based..

i just realized that it makes such a big difference saying it and actually experiencing it..

most of the time you cannot just ask for forgiveness and get the answer at the same time.. sometimes you can already be forgiven without even asking for it.. and unfortunately i guess that's how it works.. more often than not, i think the whole purpose of it is to give us the time to dwell in the thoughts and learn from our mistakes.

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:: Friday, February 17, 2006 ::
*yawns..*

*yawnnss...*

im just tired.. and to think i thought i had enough rest today.. slept last night at 10 then woke up at 10ish this am.. went back to sleep at 4pm, then woke up at 6pm to do a little bit of work...

*yawnss again!*

mhan! im never gonna get anything done.. my mind is so dead.. i've been trying to work on my PAPER for school.. i think the worst part is trying to decide what to write about then starting it.. anybody wants to do my paper? i think this is worth 40, if not 60% of my entire grade.. *shux!*
would have been easier if i just have to make the paper based on my own opinion, but no.. i have to look for atleast 3 articles from wherever to support it.. crazZy! why cant we just make our lives easier?? really?? why complicate?

*tsk!*

i think im just gonna hit the bed... there's no point of me doing anything at this time when my mind is completely dead..

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:: Thursday, February 16, 2006 ::
rAnTsss..

i miss blogging soo much..
i've been wanting to rant how exhausted i have been these past few days, how i've felt bad at times re: me and my dad's present no-talking situation, how horrible my Valentine's Day had been, how busy i have been at school, etc.. etc..

anyways, *cheers!* becoz i passed my Anat and Physio Exam - i got an 'A' - which was not bad at all, considering that it was the passing mark.. i heard a few people failed and had to rewrite the whole exam - *tsk!* tough..

so, been doing my clinicals now.. it's alot easier obviously than actually learning everything in class because everything during clinicals is 'hands-on' and i learn more on hands-on that sitting in class listening.. today we had our training in CVICU in TGH - which i thought was interesting considering that CVICU gets the post-bypass surgeries, heart transplants, etc.. and the patients are so complicated enough that one alone is already a handsfull, and therefore one nurse can only have one patient.. maybe one day i'd like to work there.. but first, i need to finish my one year contract with my manager at my unit..

*yawns. . . . and yawns more....*
im exhausted!

the weather this morning was horrific.. it was the worst days of all driving to work.. i usually take the Hi-way 400 South then Hi-way 401 West and usually takes me about 30-40 minutes to get to work, depending ofcourse if Im over-speeding or just driving right.. today, the snowstorm was bad, the hiways were not cleaned and it was sooo slippery! it took me close to 1hr+15mins to get to work.. *tsk!* that's why i hate winter.. winter season go away!

ok, i cant take it anymore.. im soo sleepy.. need some power sleep and beauty rest!

ZZzzzz........zz

RefLected by QueenZ @ 7:28 PM :: ::

:: Wednesday, February 01, 2006 ::
bookworm-ing

so here it comes - my fave part about going to school.....

EXAMS!!

*hoorah!*

yah, whatever.. im dying here already, reading my books and reviewing my notes every single night as MUCH as I CAN.. it'd have helped if the passing mark for our upcoming Anatomy and Physiology Exam this coming monday is not 80% - i'd live with atleast 75%, or even better with 70%.. i mean, what the hell?! who does that??

im gonna have to hope my luck is on my side on that day..

*damn!* i wish it was Tuesday already....

RefLected by QueenZ @ 5:54 PM :: ::

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