:: QueenZviLLe ::

i cant seem to control my emotions lately... i was shocked to find myself having an emotional breakdown yesterday all by myself becoz of a simple little thing.. I was crying for a few hours by myself and as a result i didnt get any sleep at all yesterday even if i was so damn exhausted! i guess this pregnancy hormonal imbalance is really getting into me... Well, Im almost there so I hope I dont get any more of this emotional break down, atleast not any time soon again...

But on the brighter note, it actually felt good to let go of my emotions, i felt a little relief and felt like a load was taken off my chest.. but i was hoping that it would happen some other time when im not working...

And perfect timing as well to have non-sleep day - for a 3rd night shift in a row! I wasnt busy the past couple 2 nights but I was a earlier this evening with this patient having a peculiar cardiac symptoms.. Drained me a little bit and now Im so exhausted.. Too bad that I have to wait until 4:30am to get my break....

*yawns*

Wow, i think it really has been awhile since I last blogged... I've obviously been busy with so many things..
Let's see, what's new since I last blogged:
_ No wonder I've been sick, I was actually expecting! I am 6 1/2 months pregnant now and doing well... Surprisingly I havent had any problems, especially during my 1st trimester - I eat very very well and so far hasnt experienced any morning sickness.. One thing though, I've acquired sciatica at an early stage and has been experiencing back pain constantly.. It gets worst obviously after working at the hospital.. Im just glad that my benefits cover Massage Therapy so I go for one almost every time I can to relieve me, if not permanent, but temporarily of pain.. I wobble like a penguin when I walk and everybody laughs at me!
It's been wonderful feeling the baby's kicks every now and

then.. It puts a smile on my face, especially when Im angry at almost everything these days, hahaha! (I onbviously cant help it, hormones! ).. Mon and I also found out what we're going to have.. We've been debating every now and then about the baby's name and up until now we havent come up with one.. *hihihi*

_ Mon and I also decided to tie the knot in March..

It was a simple, decent civil wedding.. We had a simple celebration at home and almost every one of our friends and important relatives came.. It all happened so fast becoz I had to plan everything in a matter of 2 weeks! why? that's another long story. . . . maybe next time...

and.... what else....

I think that's all actually... I guess I've been pre-occupied with married life and going-to-be-a-mom
life these days....